0rganic pizza is not meant for the microwave.
i have never seen anything slimier, soggier, or nastier come out of a microwave in my life.
i'm gonna eat it anyway, though.
i'm starving.
oh, p.s. one more paper to go until the semester is through! i am SO SO SO stoked
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
everyday is lame.
i think it's just the weather though.
ohio is killin' me, man.
IT IS APRIL 21 AND IT STILL FEELS LIKE WINTER.
i'm tired of rain. i'm tired of cold. i'm tired of life, dawg.
let me tell you, i don't even think relationships get me this upset.
it used to be just mondays suck. then mondays were pretty bad, but then tuesdays sucked, too.
and eventually the whole damn week began sucking.
words cannot explain how ready i am for this school year to be done.
i've never felt so fucking stressed in my life for no goddamn reason.
and i'm getting really really fucking pissed and irritable.
bah.
8 more days of class.
one week of exams.
then, it's time for a break.
a motherfucking break.
ohio is killin' me, man.
IT IS APRIL 21 AND IT STILL FEELS LIKE WINTER.
i'm tired of rain. i'm tired of cold. i'm tired of life, dawg.
let me tell you, i don't even think relationships get me this upset.
it used to be just mondays suck. then mondays were pretty bad, but then tuesdays sucked, too.
and eventually the whole damn week began sucking.
words cannot explain how ready i am for this school year to be done.
i've never felt so fucking stressed in my life for no goddamn reason.
and i'm getting really really fucking pissed and irritable.
bah.
8 more days of class.
one week of exams.
then, it's time for a break.
a motherfucking break.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
good..no great...morning
I think I could be fucked up every single day and be totally content with my life.
This scares me...a lot.
It's one thing to like drinking, to like doing drugs, to like getting fucked up.
but the way I feel is a whole other thing, man.
Anyway, on a total other subject, I love honesty. Finally, finally I know what's up. I need to grow some ballz and just start asking what I need to know. That's all that's to it because it's good to finally just KNOW. awesome.
HAVE AN AWESOME DAY!!!
This scares me...a lot.
It's one thing to like drinking, to like doing drugs, to like getting fucked up.
but the way I feel is a whole other thing, man.
Anyway, on a total other subject, I love honesty. Finally, finally I know what's up. I need to grow some ballz and just start asking what I need to know. That's all that's to it because it's good to finally just KNOW. awesome.
HAVE AN AWESOME DAY!!!
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
I QUIT
I'm so over life right now.
I swear, there is always way too damn much to do and not enough time to fucking do it.
Or if I do it, something else just replaces it leaving me no time to fucking chill.
5 more weeks of school left and I really do not know how I am going to do it.
I'm not myself not at all.
I don't want to eat. I don't want to hang out with people. I don't want to smoke at all. I don't want anything but a clean fucking room and no more fucking homework. And no more listening to other people's shit. And maybe a whole day or three just to sleep and get away from everything.
I just can't handle life anymore.
Not now.
And not ever if this is how 'the real world' really is.
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
I swear, there is always way too damn much to do and not enough time to fucking do it.
Or if I do it, something else just replaces it leaving me no time to fucking chill.
5 more weeks of school left and I really do not know how I am going to do it.
I'm not myself not at all.
I don't want to eat. I don't want to hang out with people. I don't want to smoke at all. I don't want anything but a clean fucking room and no more fucking homework. And no more listening to other people's shit. And maybe a whole day or three just to sleep and get away from everything.
I just can't handle life anymore.
Not now.
And not ever if this is how 'the real world' really is.
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
Monday, April 6, 2009
The Face in the Mirror
The face in the mirror that stares back at me isn't the person I want it to be. It's time to reevaluate my life. I don't even know who I am anymore. It might be time to stop smoking as much, stop partying as hard (so frequently), and start being the successful lady I can be. Looks aren't what makes the person, I understand, but I just look a mess and that's totally a reflection of what's within. I look exhausted, undone. And I am. I'm falling apart. I am tired. I just need to chill a minute, make some money, buy something nice or go somewhere far away and start over. Begin a new life. This school year is coming to a close so quickly, and what better time to restart than when something comes to a close. This summer, this next school year...this is where it begins, where the real me comes into play. I'm not going to fake who I am, anymore. I just gotta be me no matter who I'm around. It doesn't even matter. It's time to KICK SOME ASS. Emily is here and fierce and out to rock the shit out of her life.
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